Uncertainties

Well... i know it's been a long time since i've written here. I'm not dead yet... haha. Still alive and kicking. Just been super busy with work. I finally finished my building project that pleagued me for a long time now. Frustration after frustration. Not to mention one of my closest friends tring to stab me in the back. I had to hear it through the grape vine. Really ticked me off that he went behind my back and didn't have the guts to approach me and talk to me about it. I think that bothered me more then what he was doing. Anyways, now i'm at a cross road... I feel like this point in my life is at a critical point. The deciscion i make right now is going to forum the rest of my life. I guess that is why my deciscion is sooo hard. All the "what if's", which way should i choose? which one will be the most benificial to me. Something inside of me tells me it doesn't matter, whatever i pick God will bless it. But why is it still so difficult? Well that's where i've been in my life, kind of a load on those that have been reading my blog for some time but i'm sure you guys understand.

Happy Birthday to me!

Yeah, today was a big day. Not only did i celebrate my 27th year on this planet earth and my singleness for 27 years, but also the fact that I've been in the USA for 21 years. So tonight I had another friend of mine who also has the same birthday as myself and two other lady frineds went out to eat dinner and drink some coffee afterwards. It was quite a fun evening and I didn have a blast. One of them is a very intresting character. She's fun i enjoy her company. The other one is fun as well but i think there is a conspiracy going on to hook us up. It won't fly, just a FYI for those that might read it. I'm not attracted to her in that manner what so ever. She's a friend and that's all. My gut feeling is, that, this conspiracy is very much true. My gut feeling is hardly ever wrong. very unusual if it's wrong. Anyways, im off to bed. work much go on.

Sigh... this make me smile. :)

Long time.

Well folks, it seems that life keeps getting more busy as the months go on. God, i don't even know how long it's been since i've bloged. But anyways, no i'm not dead, i just have been super busy with work. Man, it's not easy... but worth every bit that's for sure...

Im here!

If you want to check out some picture I took of hungary and the ones soon to be taken of romania, check out my facebook. Its alot of pictures. I have over 200 on face book but i have over 600 on my cousins computer. Anywho, i'm off to bed. We had a long day today. We went to a church opening and it was packed. There was a 2-2.5 hour service and then a 1 hour break to eat some desserts, then back for another 2-2.5 hour service. Sigh... exhausting. It was good preaching just a bit long for me with the two services close together. Peace out! check out the facebook link.

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7 more days!

Seven more days, man I can NOT wait! I tell yah, it's been good but God had been challenging me with this house. We were sitting around today waiting on the tile to dry a bit before wiping off the grout and we were talking about how much money we have left. Well, it's not good that's for sure, but it's also not bad for this project. The thing is that for the first project of the company it's NOT good. We don't have any money to fall back too. We can only depend on a buyer. Funny thing is that God will have to bring the buyer for this house. And I have to trust him that he will because i won't be able to finish the house. I don't have money, it's all in the house, my partners don't have money, so I have no choice but the pray and rely on God. BUT i guess it's a way of God asking "will you trust in me?" And to God I respond, "yes, totally" He said it, I believe it, He will do it. Faith, an intresting thing, with out action it's dead, but action without faith it's dead. We steped out in faith to do this, we all felt like God was in this and we've seen him work throughout this project so there is no doubt that he has a hand in this. Father, I'm here at your mercy, do your will, stay true to your word and your word says that you hear our prayers and you also are faithful even sometimes we've been unfaithful. Father, keep your hand on us for the rest of this project, give me peace of mind while i'm on this trip. Help me to take my mind off of this, rejuvinate my energy, passion, blow life into me God. To come back with excitment for you, life, work and a passion that i've never seen. Help with with work, help my partners to regain passion not only for the buisness, but for YOU God. Bring them back into your arms. God i really need this rest. This break from everything. And if at all possible God, bring me a partner. Someone that has a passion for you. A passion for life. A passion for family. You know who she is, and where. Here I am father, hear my cry.

Holy crap!

WOW, it's been a long stinken time since i've written on here. To be honest, at this time in my life, i don't have time for this. It's not that i don't want to write or don't have anything to write it's just the fact that the time I have is becoming more and more taken up by other things. You only have so much of it and you have to decide where to put your time. For me, it's focused more on family, friends, and work. Anywho, thats about all i gotsta write. OH, I only have 15 more days before i get the hell out of here. The closer it gets the more restless i get. Will i enjoy the trip? I don't know if i will or not, but i hope i do. Stoked! God, help me out here, i'm going bonkers about this trip. haha. :) Excellent... muhahaha.