asking the hard questions

Today was a intresting day none the less. I was working today and we left work early to avoid anyone getting sick from working in the heat. Smart idea, especially when you can get more work done in the few cool hours of the day then working all day in the heat. So tomorrow i have to wake up at 5am and be at work by 6am. No bigs because i'll be home by noon. Which i prefer anyways. Ok, ok, getting off track here. After I got off work i was wanting to hang out with courtney so i asked her if she wanted to meet up for dinner and we went to Olive Garden. Had a great conversation with her there but the conversation got more "complicated", if i may, in a good way after dinner. I'm not going to say or write what it was about because that's between her and I. Plus, i wouldn't want to get kicked in the nuts when I see her at church on wednesday. Yeah... i would be up there for prayer. lol. Anywho, but in the conversations we had we asked each other some tough questions and some got answered and some not, well, i can't say that because they were answered but not fully if you can understand that. Which is fine. But the best thing about it the conversation was that it really was a good thing and needed to be talked about. Just kinda hard to do out of the blue, if you know what i mean. Good times, good times. ANYWHO folks, my time is nearing and bed time is way pasted since i have to be up in notime. I think God is still sleeping at those hours. Night night ladies and gents!

i'm so sneaky!

Muhahaha! I snaped this picture of courtney...hehe. She looks great but i think i shocked her and caught her off guard when i took this. :) That's me though, catching peeps off guard and shocking them. :p

Busy bee

Busy little bee I have been. We finally started the two houses out in the middle of nowhere. I enjoy building but man I tell ya what the heat sure kills the fun in it. I still enjoy seeing things progressing and being built up. I just get sooo drained being out in the sun beeming down at 97+ degrees. Today on the other hand wasn't too shabby. The funny thing is that the day that it's cool, cool as in not boiling my insides, we run out of material. We even used up all the material the guy brought out when we ran out earlier in the day. I guess that's a good thing no? Shows that i've been working. hehe. :)

On a personal note, which most of my readers enjoy the most. Atleast i think they do. Not that anything that i write isn't personal. This is more on the relational level. That seems to be the attraction to alot of people. My relationships with the ladies. Honestly i'm not sure why it is. I'm also not going to ask why. Anywho, I've been hanging out with a lady these past few weeks (since july 7th but who's counting...hehe.)and i've been enjoying her company more and more. She seems very tom boyish with the first impression but the more you know her the more you enjoy her. Honestly she's kind of my opposite in many ways. She's not a touchy feely person, she won't drink after people (she already has...hehe sneaky sandor), She's very much into manners, and those are just to name a few. But it's ok, in a weird strange way that i can't explain. She's also a picky eater BUT she's getting much better at it. Also with the touchy feely stuff. I'm such a cuddler and it's super hard for me not to just put my arms around her and pull her close. I respect her too much, so i'm letting her get used to the touchy feely stuff. It's kinda hard to switch on a whim. I completely understand that. I have talked to her about it, how that is how i show you that I care about you by giving you a hug, or cuddling and such. She's a very sweet lady and I appricate her. And I think i show it pretty well. OH and I forgot the most important part. She's going to be my date for Joe and Elisha's wedding! :) Can't wait to see her in her lovely dress. I'm sure she'll look fantastic! I also a trip planed with "the chad" and Jona to branson with her. We're going shopping in the morning, eating lunch, then hitting the mini golf courses and go-karts, and then dinner. I also have a surprise for her. hehe. I'm such a romantic!

I know i know....

Sorry folks about not updating that often as of late. I've been working like a mad man on different projects. I just have been too tired to even eat many times but hey, i need food so i eat, it's a priority...lol. Anywho just wanted to fill you guys in on why I haven't posted as of late. One of the projects has been at "The Chad's" house taking off wall paper and i must say it's not hard work, but it's very tedious. The cool thing is i enjoy lending them a hand because it would have take poor chad a long time and probably would have cancelled his trip to a concert that was in st. louis with jonna and some other peeps. He needed to get away with her and just chill. I think it's good for a relationship to get some fresh air. I'm so glad that he was able to get away. I actually didn't mind working today on the house steaming and scraping. I was happy for him to be able to get away for a bit. Not to mention food. I got some great food, helped out a great family, and got to spend time with some great people. Isn't that what family and friends for... helping each other out when you in need? I'm glad that i can do that for them. Can life get better? I submit that it can NOT! lol... inside joke. :)

Click on MI3

Man, the new mission impossible movie was fantastic action movie. I liked it. Especially with the little humor here and there. Made the movie more enjoyable. Took my nephew and niece out on saturday with my friend courtney. Had a great time. Went over to my sister house to drop off the kids (well, their really not kids...teenagers) and their little sister victoria was running to the door holding her mommy's finger. She's sooo adorable! Well, after we went in she, of course, wouldn't let her uncle go. Even her mommy couldn't pull her away. What can i say, she loves her uncle! :) Then today I meet up with jonna and "the chad" and went to look at some house's. I called courtney, who apparently was calling me at the same time *twight zone music*, to let her know that i was just now leaving to look at houses. She meet up with us and join the party! Good times as always. I love looking at houses with cool architecture. ANYWHO, I went to watch CLICK tonight and man i busted a gut laughing so hard. Good movie with a good moral and man i couldn't stop laughing. Well, i gotta get up in 5 and half hours. Soo, off to bed. Hope you guys are having a super day!

Tired...

I'm so stinken tired... Oh man... i must say i'm liking the rain at the moment. Sleep in time. :)

the horrible america

I was catching up on my movie trailers and i've noticed 4 movies that are coming out that are anti-america. Showing america as the bad guy. People are so retarded. That's fine if they want to speak their mind but i will speak mine. Personally i would love to send those "anti-american's" to another country where there is communism or a dictator for a year so they can experience what it's actually like. I don't think it's wrong to express your views but there is a line that has to be drawn where it hurts those that are serving their country and are in the frontlines to protect those same laws, rights that others are trying to distroy.

Well on a happier note, I went to watch a softball game. NP was playing some other team, NP was down 2 ladies i believe but they still play. Played well if i may say so myself. They happen to win the game 10-9. Great game, exciting to the very end. Good job ladies!

I hear it's going to rain once more this evening. I don't know if i should set my alarm or not. If it rains then no work but that's what i thought yesterday and i did work for a bit. Sooo... anywho... i'm gonna hit the sack. Pooped.

HI-YAH!

I tell you what, action movies just make some people so, how do you say, feisty..lol. But it's fun to watch and even more entertaining to watch them be all ninja. Aaah...yes, another wonderful evening with friends. I'm so glad i am finally getting some balance of everything. Definately enjoying life more, that's for sure. Do keep me in your prayers though. Prayer always helps and is, well, needed. Night night!

Movie mania

This weekend had been a movie madness weekend, i tell ya what! Pirates was on friday and I won't even get into the bowling which was a blast. Actually lets get into the bowling...hehe. I made a new friend this weekend. She's a blast, such a competitive spirit. I'm a crummy bowler to give you some insight on my skills and usually struggle to get over 90. But something about last night that just kicked my bowling skills up a knotch. Well it turns out that i beat my friend 162 was my first score and 133 was my second. I must say though if it wasn't a error mark on the second heat i would have lost by 1 poiny. I believe a re-match is in the making. Anywho back to the movies. Tonight i had some peeps over and watched matador which was a bad movie and then Failure to launch. Tomorrow will be MI:III and anapolis. Well folks im beat and half a sleep writing this. Peace out.

Fishin'

Fishing... what a amazing sport. It's really not even about catching fish as it is getting to know the people your fishing with. I must say today when i had a chance to go fishing it was actually quite fun. I remember the last time i went fishing was when I was 10 years old. All i remember of it is bordom. How can people fish when it's sooo boring. Well today proved it wrong. I had a good ol' time with a couple of old friends. It was nice to catch up and talk about what's been going on. Afterwards we went to eat. I mean... come on food! I love food. Anywho, I think i will go get my fishing license and go enjoy some more fishin' with some friends, bring a cooler of drinks and sit and talk. I had quite a bit of fun! It definately brought me back to fishing and how important friends are. Good times...

Happy 4th!

Tonight was awesome! I was invited to go watch MI3 today but my stinken phone never rang or even made any noise that i got any text messages...boo. By the time i saw that i had a voice mail it was too late. Total bummer but it was cool. They want to see it again. So that's awesome. Anywho, I went to see the "I love America" 4th of july celebration and i must say it was 10x's better then the one the city put on. The flow was better, better food ideas, music was better, just plain BETTER! We also got to play some hacky sack finally! i've been wanting to play but no one really knows how or is willing to play. They didn't know how to play but it was a blast! Just to play again made me want to practice and get my skills back. Anywho, after the fireworks we went to get some Andy's frozen custard, very yummy, and had a great discussion with the lovely twins, jami and jona, about life and dreams. It was fun. They also told me i was a romantic...I must agree. I am, I like to be romantic. I enjoy watching a girl get the suprised look on their face and turn red. :) That's all for this lovely evening. I must say, being single rocks my face off!

Food for thought

My little brother had some people over tonight and I went to see what they were doing in my basement. They were talking about forgiveness and such. So i jumped in with some insight of somethings i've been through in live. One thing that i put out there was, why is it so easy to forgive someone that is a non-christain who became a christain for what they've done vs. someone who has been a christain all their live and messes up? From my experiences in life i've noticed that christains are less likely and less willing to forgive a christain (one of their own) then someone that is not. Why is that? People, i've noticed that we're not perfect and we have our flaws. We all make mistakes and fall but for christains to stab other christains in the back and kick them when their own is down... man, that just turns me off to christainity. That is why alot of people turn their back on church and God. Isn't the christain live suppose to set the example to rightousness, forgiveness and grace? I think the younger crowd understands grace better then the older generation. Not that im deminision anything they've brought to christainity, i'm just say from what i observed and seen. I'm praying that one day christains can show the same grace to each other as they show non-christians.

Just wanting a chance...

EDIT: I didn't know weather to post this or not, i had on myspace but then took it off. Then i was thinking about it and said screw it. I'll post it.

Man, after two and half years of waiting and getting to know this person, my feeling for this peron has grown more and more. I don't know what to do, kinda of in a pickle, I thoughly enjoy our friendship. we have tons of fun everytime we hang out. Not to mention all the laughs, inside jokes, strange mind reading that we do to each other. It all most seems like we don't need to talk sometimes because we both know what we're thinking, then we start laughing because we realize that we're both thinking the same thing. lol. I'm still waiting though, waiting for that one chance in life where i can lay it all down on the line. Let this person know how I truely feel. I believe she knows but it's different when someone tells you. Anywho... that's my dilemma. :-/