WoNdErInG mInD

These past few weeks i've been thinking alot about doing this branson trip. As much as i want to go... there is a part of me that doesn't. Reasons why? Nervous. Nervous about going down to branson to have a great time with a girl that i'm intrested in but the same intrest isn't there. Nervous about getting my hopes up and falling on my face like the norm. Nervous about the answer i will get when i ask her a question, that i know that answer too. Nervous... there are many other things i can list off, but i'll spare you the reading. As much of the things i'm nervous about, there are many more that i'm actually can't wait to do. Can't wait to hang out with my dear friends Chad, jona, and courtney, Can't wait to see courtney all dolled up for a night out of town. Can't wait to race on the go-karts. Can't wait to go shopping and have a good time doing it. Can't wait to enjoy a round or two of miniture golf. Can't wait to sit down and have a laughing good time over dinner. Can't wait to see courtneys face when I surprise her. Can't wait to spoil my good friend court-the-ney. Can't wait to see what cool cloths i was able to find. Can't wait to crack up to see jona, courtney, and chad to find me a hat. lol. But i've been thinking quite a bit about this day trip. Excited, nervous, anxious, and most of all... just getting out of this ol' town of springfield.